Should I Keep Begging or Let Go of Him?

I am 27 years old, though a single mother of one child. I have this man I am dating for the past eight months now but I went to his place early last month for weekend and he left me at home and went to work.

So when I was ready to go, I locked the door and went home, but after five hours he called me and said all his apartment is messed up,

I'm Tired of Begging for Forgiveness!

Please I need you you to help me post this. It's about me and my guy, we had an issue instead of me to calm the issue, I escalated the issue the more. When he got angry and said he will block me on his WhatsApp, so out of anger I dared him to go ahead and do it, that he shouldn't threaten me with blocking me .....