How Do I Loosen my Heart to Love?

Good day ma. My story is a lengthy one but please bear with me. I have been in only one serious relationship before and that was in my first and second year in the university.

When I was in my first year, I swore to keep my virginity for my hubby but somehow I found myself engaging in sex with my boyfriend.

Despite all the ill ways he treated me, I didn't want to leave because he had already deflowered me.

Which Is More Important, His Heart or Height?

Ma, I have two men that is asking for my hands in marriage. They are both from Imo State, and I'm from Imo state too. My genotype is AS, and one of them his genotype is AS too. He loves me, and believe if it is God's will, that he won't question him, rather he will come and see my people. So we're still praying for God's intervention.