I don't love my husband anymore!

Please auntie Amara I need your advice here.
Please I want to share the story of my life with you kindly pardon my wrong writing I plead with you all and I need your advice thanks.
I was 17 years old when I got pregnant out of wedlock some people asked me to abort but I refused that was 2008. 
Later I married my baby papa but ever since we got married things were not the same , my husband abused me physically and emotionally few years ago.
I used to see it as something normal but now I am not finding it funny , because I was told he was my husband I should respect him in every aspect so whatever he does I don't complain . 
He beats me up every now and then he insults me anywhere in the presence of everybody , am passing through hell I have been keeping quiet and am dying inside.
I have two kids now, on 25th December 2014 my husband beat me ancient and modern because I used N5000 out of the money he gave me to go to the market to buy one top when he started talking and insisted I must give him the money I did gave him the money from the money I saved . 
He will not allow me to work .He won't allow me to go back to school .
My husband sees me as a dead body , he calls me dead body may be it was because I have added weight. 
He doesn't see anything good in me at all the only time he sees me as a human being is when he wants to have sex , I am a faithful wife, I always pray to God to change him .
I am frustrated, am dying inside he sent me packing 2012 because after giving birth to my son I found it a little bit hard to conceive again, I begged him and he accepted I was very scared of my husband .
I don't have anybody to talk to about this, my mum will only shout and after that they will ask me to go back to him .
I don't love my husband anymore I married him when I was naive but now am of age, I don't think I need this in my life right now.
My world is crashing before me .He doesn't have my time but when he does have my time, hmm wahala, is either he insults me or he beats me up .
He cheated on me when I confronted him, he beats me up he is still cheating on me but I can't do anything. 
If I do he will beat me to death .If i ask him for money hmmm he will insult me he will ask me to go and ask my dad for money. 
Please help me am 24 years now and he is 33 years now, please what do I do advice me please, I don't want to die young am still here because of my kids thanks. 
Please forgive my bad writing
Dear sender,
Will you prefer to be crushed while your kids suffer with no mother all because you want to be with a man whose intentions was to frustrate, abuse and destroy all that you represent? 
If many women who died in the hands of an abusive husband took the courage to separate themselves from an evil and an abusive man, their place wouldn't have been in the grave but in a better place. 
I sincerely do not always agree that an abusive woman do not have anywhere to stay or anywhere else to go rather I feel that many are more concerned about what others will say than saving their head from destruction. 
Who really knows what you went through when you are no more alive to tell your story? 
There's no reason to justify an abuse no matter how little it was. 
You need to take some break I would suggest so that you can talk about your marriage and that of your children with him. 
Life was first before marriage and any threat to life will automatically bring an end to marriage if not properly resolved. 
It's time you help yourself and your children. 
Please take a walk, life is a rare privilege and your children need you alive and not dead.