Saturday, November 7, 2015

I Can't Forgive Myself, So Ashamed!

Aunty Amii, please I need your advice so I don't make more mistakes.
There is this friend of mine, a married man, quiet, gentle and well to do but we don't have anything going on, just that we are good friends.
He comes to my office to patronise me, and once in a while, he do take me and my friends out.
One fateful evening , he called me to come out so we can hang out and he gave the location and I was just close to the place, so I walked in, but he said that he wasn't comfortable with the outside bar, that we will use the VIP bar, but when we got in , the VIP bar was almost full.
He went outside and came back only to tell me that he just paid for a room and I shouted room ke, that am okay here ooo, he now said that I should not be afraid of anything, that nothing will happen, that he just needed to relax.
And the foolish naive idiot like me went upstairs with this man.
At first we just sat and was gisting, and I told him that I got an apartment that I needed a little money to complete the payment and he said he will do something about that tomorrow .
The next thing, the man started touching me, and I told him oga you should be a man of your words ooo, that the nothing will happen is turning to something , he replied that he just want to play with me, from there, we started struggling, dragging my trouser with him.
The man started pleading that he needed to CUM that he is really hard, I told him to go and CUM nah, that he should use the toilet and free me, he said that he want to CUM ON MY LAPS, I didn't know what he meant, he was almost crying for me to help him , I now stupidly kept my laps for him not knowing that he was looking for a way to go inside me chaiiii, I can't forgive myself , my legs was now open, the next was now kpaaaaaa, I can't give details of the struggling, he entered me with no protection, nothing nothing nothing.
Till now is so hard for me to believe that this happened. Am 25 with three body count and I don't want it to exceed three and now this stupid man have made it 4.
I was mad with him when he selfishly came down with no remorse , that he liked me and all that, he dropped me off, and I was so disappointed in myself, that the man had me for nothing.
Not even for love, or for money, nothing at all.
But I decided to play along at least to get money from him as a consolation.
Lo and behold , the man doesn't pick my calls, he reads my chat and ignore , I asked him for the money he promised me but he ignored too.
Sincerely I feel used, I can't forgive myself, just ashamed of myself. I don't know what to do. And I hate the idiot so well. This is the act of USE /DUMP, I have never been used and dumped, I can't forgive myself at all, that act kept starring at my face, what do I do?

Sweetheart, I am sorry about your experience, I actually had to ask you whether this really happened and you said yes. 
Well for me its not the act of use and dump but the act of give and take. 
Remember that he has been nice to you and your friends, patronising you at your office and taking you and your friends out. 
My love, you knew that he was married and you were cool with him even when you knew that his wife is somewhere praying for him. 
You were good friends and nothing was going on until he decided to take you somewhere with his well to do car. 
Because your vagina deserved a first class treatment, he cajoled you into a room and explored your body to his satisfaction. 
My worry really is why you are feeling bad because you knew what you were doing when you started being nice with a married man. 
Your selfish desire for his money and greed for his gifts made you to open your legs.. Well at least you should have collected the money before opening your laps. 
I am in deep pains because many girls have decided to wreck homes of innocent people all because of what they want to gain. 
You see him wearing a wedding ring and you are not even uncomfortable with the God to whom those vows were made. 
You want money and the best way to make it is to date married men and demand for money at the end. 
May God forgive you for you do not know what you did. May God forgive you because you have lost your identity and have reduced yourself to a lady of no virtue. 
At 25 years of age, may God forgive you more for thinking that you were naive and may God forgive you for thinking of how to receive compensation for your carelessness. 
You think of protection instead of praying for your own husband. 
Please you are too beautiful to let the devil make a joke of your personality. 
You are too beautiful to lose every virtues that God has invested in your life and destiny. 
What made you think that handwork doesn't pay and why a married man young lady? 
I feel more pity for you but I have already prayed for you that the divine hands of God will deliver you from wayward lifestyle. 
Please delete everything that has to do with him in your life. 
He has already cum so there's no need to keep his contact details in your phone. 
He has achieved his purpose for investing in the VIP hotel and he's currently doing something about the money you demanded of which silence is something. 
Forgive yourself because that's the only thing left of you. 
Surrender to Jesus Christ if you are comfortable with the idea and turn a new leaf. 
Zip up and focus on becoming a lady of virtue and not a woman with no value. 
It's well with you dear and God loves you dearly. 

7 comments:

  1. I think this trend should stop..
    Dear ladies...please tell yourselves the truth...On many occasions, many ladies have come up here to tell us stories about how close they are to married men even to the extent of hanging out with them, collecting money from them and they cover up this false story by dropping false statements like "There was nothing attached" or "I had nothing in mind"...
    Dear ladies...how would you feel when a girl flocks around your husband and you are told that there is nothing attached? Will you ever want to think of such a false scenario? Will you smile at it? It's so unfortunate that many single ladies indulge in this inhumane and selfish acts only to cover up with the claim that there was nothing serious attached...God is watching us..
    Dear poster,
    When you were laying your financial burdens to a married man, what were you expecting? Charity?
    He paid for a room and aside the hangout, you followed him to a room...of all places...and now he tells you he wants to CUM on your laps and you willingly opened your laps for him? It's painful you're still trying to play innocent on this issue..
    After the act which you claim to regret so much, you still mustered the courage to call him to ask for money and you even had to send messages to this same man you claim to detest after what he did....Who is fooling who?
    A part of your post also read "I regret i did it not even for Love or Money"
    So you would have been okay to sleep with a married man for love or money?
    My dear...i can't say much..
    You need Christ!

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  2. Well I don't see anything wrong with him patronising you but him taking u and ur friends out can lead to something else cos no man is a fool though it might sound normal to u cos ur friends will tell u DAT this and DAT took them out and they wnt tell u whts involed...(cos pplp are no longer that good even to d poor nor less privilege).....I understand that most girls are tempted in2 prostitution since we no longer see fornication as a bad thing....if we keep going like that many girls will prefer sleeping with a man whether married or unmarried and get money in return than to do exactly same thns for love that wouldn't last n u ll still feel sorry for it tomorrow......let's be strong and wait for marriage.....sex diminishes you........And plssssss don't b naive let them cry out dre eyes don't do it...don't follow him in2 d room ...his not ur bf DAT u trust......work hard ,get a skill,have a carrier and u all get d money and a good man too........don't compete with other girls just be yourself,get closer to God and be satisfied.......if at all you want to become a runsgirl collect ur money b4 anythn but beware that this life will not satisfy you cos u will keep struggling with happiness,self intergrity and your future which is no longer in the hands of God

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  3. Hahahahhahahahaha this is one fun post on AVL ever seen and read. But I missed the part of the story on how u finally had ur trouser down. I presume you had ur mind to the act and wanted a taste of the 4th body count. And what finally happened when u had the first kpaaaaa inside of u? You let him stay cos u already had started to enjoy and wanted to CUM too. Go and get tested for stds in three months time and repeat again after another three months as confirmation

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  4. Hahahahhahahahaha this is one fun post on AVL ever seen and read. But I missed the part of the story on how u finally had ur trouser down. I presume you had ur mind to the act and wanted a taste of the 4th body count. And what finally happened when u had the first kpaaaaa inside of u? You let him stay cos u already had started to enjoy and wanted to CUM too. Go and get tested for stds in three months time and repeat again after another three months as confirmation

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  5. This is a game and the man played u.

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  6. 25years old girl follow man enter hotel room you no know sey na fuck dem wan go fuck you hmmmmm story for the gods. And you are still forming innocence yeye girl. I am sure if he has given you the money you won't have told us

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